We’re getting to the end of the year, and I’m starting to think about my resolutions from last year. Spoiler: I completed almost none of them. I just found the blog entry that John Scalzi wrote the other day that I thought was incredibly poignant. And it instantly made me feel less guilty, too. Frankly, he explains it better than I ever could: https://whatever.scalzi.com/2017/10/02/2017-word-counts-and-writing-process/
I thought my lack of production was a little bit of depression, or perhaps I was just in a non-prolific season right now. After all, you can’t be on-point all the time, right? Reading Scalzi made me realize that it’s probably not me… and a lot of other people are having this problem too.
I’ve been doing exactly what he says he had been doing. I’ve been trying to figure out why my system isn’t working and how I can go back to it. I’ve wasted almost a year on it. I don’t know what the answer is yet, but I know now that I have to regroup and find a new normal for myself. The old way isn’t going to work in this climate. Or, most likely, with baby in tow.
At least I’ve been feeling more like a writer lately. I have to thank the L. M. Montgomery institute for that. There’s nothing like a deadline and a required bio to get the juices flowing. I’ve been feeling that soul-itch, too, to put words on paper and make a new thing out of them. I haven’t felt that way in a long time. Now all I have to do is come to terms with my less-than-stellar production.
Nanowrimo is gearing up and I want to participate. I have a 7 year winning streak to uphold, and the knowledge that the biggest writing party on the web is happening and I’m not a part of it is agony. But this year I’ve decided I’m not writing a new novel from scratch. I’m writing instead a few short stories for a collection I’d like to put out sometime this year (with the excuse being that I’m learning how to format and upload a Kindle book, in prep for Blue Gentian). So, 5 short stories in just a few weeks? I probably won’t make it, but it will be fun to try (and to be able to call myself a rebel for once).
If you’re interested, The book will be called “A Blatantly False History of the World” and will feature the following stories. Everything with an asterisk is something I still need to write or edit heavily. The ones with titles have plots.
- The Sea – Rome, 73 BC
- Ordeals – England, 1490
- The Wages of Sin – Plymouth Colony, 1622
- *A Stitch In Time – Virginia, 1779
- There Must Have Been Some Magic – London, 1814
- *Coyote’s Earth – California, 1831
- The Call – Arlington, 1862
- *Dr. Pragnum’s Restorative Tonic – England, 1896
- The Immortals – Italy, 1917
- Plenty of Fish – India, 1924
- Easterbay – Costal Maine, 1945
- *Thunderbird’s Desert – California, 2017
Looking for a Nanowrimo buddy? I’m Caseykins, and I’ll buddy up right back. Happy writing if you’re trying it. And cheers to finding a new normal in this relentlessly stressful world.